people around me seems to get whatever they want easily. getting what they want in life without much difficulty. getting into the final round of a prestigious scholarships just like that. getting grades most people wished for. being well off while mosr people are not. getting into courses that only the top of the top can get in. why? why people are so damn lucky. they practically strolled in their life without any hiccups. they know what they want and they get it. i tried bloody fucking hard but its down the drain at the end of the day.

on the other hand. perhaps they are more hardworking to achieve their goal while we just talk. talking is cheap. maybe its time to put this words into actions and work our socks off. i want to get a scholarship while in uni. i want to go overseas to work while in uni. i want to enrich my pathetic life while in uni.

but i am in the army now.....

nxt wk i will be outfield from thurs till sat. great. a wkend burnt.

i want to do something to save my life from being mundane and to have at least something to feel great about when i look back at my life and that i can proudly tell my grandchildren when they asked me about it. and i need to do it fast.

samuel
150487
dunman high tjc
a little pessimistic
bored bout life


to be able to backpack
listening to music
having fun under the sun
cycling
playin piano n vln
toying with my thoughts
thinkin bout u


In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes







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